Saturday, January 22, 2005

ambling.
like chit said, 'the world's so bloody full of fake-ohs'.
it's getting retarded. and i'm getting weary.
been feeling downright stupid these days at school. especially whilst brainstorming during group discussions and other such meetings. myGod. i never thought my intellectual level would drop this low. ever.
with a cheerier face though i greet classes this semester, what with TWO favorite subjects this time round, instead of the usual one :) i am exuberant. at least the thought of that class alone is enough to push me off my bed and get goin' for school. i am contented. for now at least.
having some free time, i counted my years on this planet off my nimble fingers - one two, two and a half. two and a half decades. that's how long i've existed.
and what've i done?
not much, i say.
definitely not enough.

i've different dreams now.
different aspirations.
but the path? will it still be the same?
i'm still deciding on that.

i love you God. simple coz, you will never ever let me down.

maktub.

skribbled at 2:45 PM

Sunday, January 09, 2005

i'm sorry.
i'm sorry i love you this awful much.
this heart, i didn't know it was capable of such.
i'm sorry for stealing
thoughts of you whilst i'm lulled in class.
for smiling each time you invade my mind.
for reminiscing our not so long-ago wild enchanted times.

this must stop.

maktub.

skribbled at 11:56 PM